Well with it being 2019 now, it’s time for a new and improved me. I have been slacking in posting here on my website and plan on posting more. I am also going to start exercising more and getting back to my weight I was a year ago. I want to loose 100 pounds within..
Well I can say that my depression is back and has been here for a couple of days. I hate having bipolar 1 disorder. I haven’t talked to anyone the past couple of days and haven’t answered my phone as I just don’t have the strength to pick up my phone and answer it. I..
Well I can say that tonight I have been restless like hell. I can’t sleep as it’s 4:15 in the morning as I am writing this blog post. I have taken my sleeping medications that are prescribed to me and they aren’t helping me. I don’t know what is going on. I do know that..
Well today turned into a great day. It was supposed to have started this afternoon but it started early this morning which didn’t bother me as I was already awake. I ended up going to Missouri with my brother Lawrence and nephew Levi to pick up Tonya from her dads as she was ready to..
Today is September 11. Today we honor the lives lost and the lives affected by the horrendous acts that happened on September 11, 2001. Still to this day I can remember where I was and what I was doing on this day. I was sitting in the school cafeteria serving an in school suspension for..
Well this week is National Suicide Prevention week and World Day of Suicide Prevention. I can say that we need better resources in our communities to help with this epidemic. I don’t get any help except for my primary care provider as there aren’t resources unless I travel an hour away from home and to..
Well I can say that this was an experience of my lifetime. I couldn’t have asked for a better evening with two amazing friends. I was able to see Boy George & and the Culture Club, B52s, and The Thompson Twins- Tom Bailey. What made it even better was having the thunderstorms and getting soaked..
I can say that this weekend is goin to be amazing. As I am going to Highland Park to Ravinia Festival to see Boy George, B-52s. I have never been to Ravinia Festival so this will be a first time for me and this makes it as my second concert in my life that I..
I’m to the point that I don’t wanna live anymore and just wanna die. I’m tired of this life that I am living and having no one in my life that even cares. There’s a song out there that I love, and it’s 1-800-273-8255 by Logic. It is simply how I feel right now, and I..
Well Tonya has had another meltdown tonight, and man is it childish how she keeps having these meltdowns. This time, she got all pissed and bent out of shape because Rat got high with me. Tonya had plans on getting Rat back, that way I had no friends. Well guess what bitch you didn’t plan..