Well I hate saying this but I have to get it off my chest. I have been sincerely thinking about suicide once again. I’m tired of being treated like shit, being walked all over, and feeling like I’m used. I feel that if I wasn’t here anymore I wouldn’t have to deal with this stress and drama that comes with this so-called amazing life I was given. I feel underappreciated and have no self-worth anymore. I just lay in bed a lot and just cry and ask what did I do wrong to deserve this shitty life. I pretty much have no life, friends, or family it feels like at times. I feel like I have no meaning to even be here.