Here lately I have been so emotionally drained. I just don’t wanna do anything at all but just sit on my ass and relax but that don’t happen and don’t get too. I feel like I’m gonna have a huge emotional break down and I don’t want that as I will just loose it. I don’t get the privilege of just sitting back for a day and not do anything. I think that if I was able to just take a mini vacation and not do anything for a day I would be completely better and feel 100% better. Times like this I just wanna roll up in a ball and hope tomorrow will never come, but tomorrow always comes unfortunately.