Dear…

Thanks for your so called promise that you made. I knew you wouldn’t keep it as usual just like always. Am sorry for dreading on it. I’m just tired of being lied to from everyone. I’m not just saying you either bud. I’m talking everyone lies to me.

I’m just in one of my moods. I just don’t know what to do anymore. My life is soo fucked up and destroyed. Your the one I could always turn too when I had/have problems and could vent to ya. I don’t have a life or anything. I’ve been in this mood for a while now where I don’t give a fuck about anything anymore. I used to care what I looked like and now I don’t. I’ve written so many ‘goodbye letters’ to everyone in the past month it isn’t funny. I know your probably tired of hearing this shit from me as usual but it’s the truth and your the only one I feel comfortable talking to and sometimes it feels like I can only text ya to get what I need off my chest cause I can’t say it verbally.