All posts filed under: Family

Snitches & Incarceration

Well this is a continuation of my last post titled, Intentional Suicide. I ended up being incarcerated in the Iroquois County Jail for 30 consecutive days on a probation violation as someone snitched to my probation officer to have me drug tested and I ended up testing positive for a substance that only a select few people knew about that I was doing. By that happening that caused the violation and my probation officer revoking my probation and getting me terminated out of my group counseling that I was enrolled in which caused more issued as that was court ordered as well. I don’t know who the snitch was, but there was only a select few people that knew what was going on and what I was doing so I have an idea of who it was. But I am glad that I am no longer incarcerated and am back out in the community and free and able to be with my family again. When I find out who it was that snitched, there will …

Pissed Off

I love how people accuse me of some complete bullshit when I have had nothing to do with it completely. I get told that I’ve been acting wierd as fuck the past couple days and some other shit. I got news for ya, I haven’t been acting wierd or anything, if anyone has been it has been you. You say one thing and 5 minutes later you do the exact opposite. You say your not going to do something ever again and then do it again. You say that I’m the liar and that you have caught me in several different lies, well you know what I have you caught you in more lies that I have ever seen anyone tell. Today you text me being a complete asshole, and saying that you bm is texting you wanting to know why im telling everyone we’re lovers and that you are 1000% for sure that I’m the one telling this. Well I got news for ya I haven’t told anyone shit and I’m getting tired of …

My Weekend

Well this weekend I am declaring it mine. I’m not doing anything for anyone this weekend as it will be my only weekend that I will have to myself and want to be able to enjoy it. I have shit my phone off for the weekend so that no one can disturb me or my weekend. The only disruptions that I will tolerate is emergencies. This is the only weekend that I will have as harvest is starting and I won’t be able to do anything until harvest is over. One thing is that it sucks as I won’t be able to go and see my friend as I would like to as I won’t have the time as I have to take a buddy to work and then pick him up from work and then I have my niece that I have to take to school and pick up from school. So if I wanna do something or go hang with my buddy I have to do it throughout the day from the time …

Friends 

Well I can say that I am again talking to one of my best friends and it has been great to hear from him. He just got out of prison and he has changed for the better. It has been good to be able to catch up again. Soon he’ll be able to leave and come up here and visit and I’ll be able to go down there and visit as well. I don’t know what I would do without him or Nick. I am thankful for having these two amazing friends.

Father’s Day

Well today is Father’s Day. To me anymore Father’s Day is just another day. It has nothing special for me at all. I see on Facebook everyone wishing their fathers either alive or in heaven, a happy fathers day. I can say that I don’t wish my father a happy father’s day as he isn’t in my life or a part of it. Yes there are times that I wish that he was, but most of the time I am glad that he isn’t because he was never a father to me just to my other brothers. The only person that was a father to me, was my brother Lawrence. But nowadays he don’t even act like it anymore. He wonders why I can’t get along with him most of the time and thats the main reason. He keeps throwing it in my face that he raised me and everything, but that’s all changed. He’s more of a father to other peoples kids anymore than what he is to me. To me Father’s Day is …

Family Reunion

In just a short few weeks, I will be traveling to the amazing city of Pigeon Forge, Tennessee and spending a week there with all of my family for a week long family reunion with all kinds of activities planned for all of us to do. This is going to be a fun and eventful time that I can not wait for and it couldn’t come fast enough for me. It still seems like it is a long way until the time we depart on our long 8 hour journey from driving all the way there as it will be a long drive and my first long distance drive that I have ever done and I can’t wait to experience that as well. I know that I will be taking a lot of pictures to chronolog my adventures in Tennessee. This will be a great opportunity for me and my mom to get out and spend some time together. There is still a lot of things that I have to get done before I can …

Exercising & Friends

Well I can say that I haven’t been to the gym in a while as I didn’t have the $45 dollars to renew my membership but that’s ok. I have found other means of getting my exercise done. Since the only thing that I ever done at the gym was use the treadmill, I decided to just start walking and walking around town. I found me an amazing buddy to walk with as she walks all the time as well. Marci is one hell of a friend that anyone would want to have in their life. She has a very uplifting persona that just radiates off her and spreads like wildfire. Marci is truly one of the best friends that I have and could ever ask for. We went on our first walk this evening and it was amazing. I can’t wait until we go out on our next walk and just talk and enjoy the openness and fresh air. 

Mothers Day

Well today was another uneventful day celebrating Mother’s Day. I today decided to cook on the grill for my mom so that she didn’t have to do anything and I cooked everything that she liked and wanted. I made hamburgers & hot dogs on the grill, made pasta salad, pea salad, and homemade baked beans. I ended up getting my mom a personalized homemade Mother’s Day card, a Mom necklace, and a Jimmy Dean ornament. She was just amazed with everything that I got her and done for her on her day. My mom means the world to me and I don’t know what I would do without her. She has been there for everything for me from all of my ups and downs and has supported me in all of my ventures that I have endured. If it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t be here today. I am grateful for everything that she has done for me and continues to do for me. Thank you mom for being my mom and being there for …

Movies

There are times that I like to be able to just chill and relax and enjoy a movie or two on Netflix when I’m not doing anything. This past week has been great. As in my last post, I have been to the gym almost everyday twice a day working on the treadmill and the elliptical and will be working my up to running on the treadmill and using the weights. So since this week has been so good, I decided to ignore all of my phone calls and texts so that I can enjoy sometime to myself relaxing and watching some movies and catching up on some much needed housework. I just seen that Netflix just added one of my all time favorite movies The Perfect Storm. This movie is just simply amazing. I’m gonna find me another good movie to just chill and watch and enjoy my weekend the way that I want to.  I know I have probably pissed some people off because of me ignoring my phone once again but I …