Sometimes people just need breaks from doing things on their normal day to day schedule. The past couple of days I have just stayed home and turned my phone off so that I could have a break from everything. Sometimes I just wish people would understand that but they don’t and instead when I power my phone back up I have 50 million different texts and phone calls that I missed. I haven’t felt like really doing anything which I get into these moods sometimes and I blame it on my bipolar disorder most of the time. I don’t think it had anything to do with my bipolar this time as I was still active, just didn’t want to leave or do anything. I think I’m going to start taking breaks more like this in the future because I am more energized than ever. The only downfall to this is, that people get pissed at me because I go silent for an extended amount of time. But you know what, I don’t care anymore and if they have a problem with that they can just get the fuck over it as it is my life and I need breaks to. These breaks also gives me time to look for jobs so that I can do something with my life instead of sitting at home and doing nothing and have nothing.