Depression, Moods

Aggravations Continue…

My aggravations still continue to happen on a daily as if it’ll ever go away. I get so aggravated over anything anymore. I think it has something to do with my bipolar disorder because the slightest thing happens and I get aggravated as fuck. I feel like I’m used for what I have or can get and then get nothing in return from anyone. I’m bout ready to just put my foot down, change my number so know one has it, and just ignore everyone. I hate doing that but something has to give and if that’s what it takes then that’s what I gotta do. I’m not going to mention anyone’s names as to keep their privacy. 

I’m to the point that I don’t give a fuck anymore or who I hurt cuz they hurt me all the damn time and don’t give to shits that they hurt me. When they try to apologize it’s just a fake ass apology just to make me feel better and you know what that don’t even work anymore. It’s just a bunch of bullshit lies on top of even more.